sometimes i can just stand in awe of God. its a huge struggle of mine to be able to be in awe of God. i know he is amazing, but awe is a pretty unique thing for me. tonight was a rare occasion when i got to show Him. here i was sitting at the computer, totally oblivious. my mom finally flipped out and told me to look outside. one of the most amazing things i have ever seen in my life. a lot of people have been saying recently about how someone can look at stuff like this, and not believe that there is a God. i believe it thought because i do the same thing sometimes. i see something happen, and im like cool; but the impact of what has actually happened never hits me. i just pass stuff by like its nothing special or that nothing created it. boy am i wrong. not only did God create all of this, but he created it for our enjoyment and for his glory. seriously, how amazing is that????