burger anyone?

Sometimes i wonder what in the world my life means. I know that im totally in love with Him, but seriously what am i doing here? i get up everyday, use the bathroom, eat, either watch tv or computer, practice bass, then either hang out with friends/go to church/get on tv/play computer. i have no life. i used to think that my friends and family were my life, well besides God. but now with all this crap, to where i still have friends but about 4 people im close to compared to the twenty something 7 months ago... what am i doing? i don't spend enough time helping others. sure ill do chores, clean, help friends/parents, but how is that benefitting the kingdom of God? i want to know that there are bigger and better things out there. i feel like an ant in an anthole. there is a whole other world out there that i haven't even caught a glimpse of. i wonder if the first step to living is following through with something that i think has been placed in my life. for a while now ive wanted to just go buy food for the homeless people that stand right off montgomery and I25. i always thought it was just my wanting to be nice, but now im starting to think that God might be trying to tell me something. so as of right now, im trying to get the guts to talk to my parents about volunteering at possibly Joy Junction or some place that helps those who have less than me. im hoping it works out, because im tired of living my life like every other person. i want to make a difference. i want to show people His love and kindness.