Beanie Weinie

So yesterday my mom and i went to my grandmothers because my cousin was having her baby shower there. We had to go early to help set up everything and help make the food. It was kinda boring until my cousin showed up!!! Ah it was amazing. this is the first time ive seen her and her belly and it was incredible. She is like 6 months along and showing. The baby was sleeping for pretty much the entire shower but i got to feel her move! it wasn't that much but i still got to feel her. I cant believe that a little person is growing inside my cousin!! so the shower was good with nothing out of the ordinary happening. Then after everyone left we stayed and just talked with some family about babies. Kinda awkward but it was still fun. Then we came home and i died. Not very fun. So today at church, there was an announcement. This was Jordan Y's last service. It was sad and we all prayed over him. Then on the way home i found out that he isn't leaving till the summer!!!! talk about shock. We all thought he was like leaving this week or something and now he isn't!!! Still makes me happy that we still have a few more months with him. Anyways Happy New Years everybody!!! don't be out partying all night and if you are don't drive!

Christmas was awesome!!!!

it was a very pleasant surprise. we opened our gifts last night because my daddy had to work. so my brother got an xbox 360 and a air soft gun (from me) and he was so excite!!! lol he let out this girly scream it was funny. then my daddy got some tools and a few cds, and movies. my mommy got 3 cd's from us and i think she liked them. then i got to open mine and i got this amazing ipizzle. my parents had 2 of my nicknames engraved on the back of it and it was awesome! i got a case for it and this package with speakers and chargers. then my and my bro got a bunch of movies and i got some cds and a video game. then i gots a hoodie, shoes, a pretty purse, and 2 belts. it was cool getting the stuff but weird. i don't evne need any of that. it makes me realize how spoiled i am and how much i have. i wish that i could give gifts like these to all the kids that don't evne get a christmas. man to see their faces.. that would be amazing. so today my mom, bro, and i vegged until we left for my aunt and uncle's house. we hung out there till like 5.. and my daddy went there too after work. then we came home and my parents watched Live Free or Die Hard and i watched the Bourne Ultimatum. i think im in love with Jason Bourne. especially after watching that movie. AH its amazing!!!!!!!!!!!! too abd he doesn't exist. sniff. now i think im done summarizing my christmas. hope you all had a great one and hope you ahve an amazing new years!!!

How come all the goodlooking, almost perfect guys have to only be in movies and books? Why can't the guys from those exist? They aren't perfect which means that they should exist but they don't! whats up with that?!?!?

Am i the only one..

who says that shopping malls are depressing for people who aren't in a relationship? you walk around the mall and everywhere you turn there is a couple. its like watching a prom on tv. there are couples everywhere!!!!! its an interesting experience if your somoene who wants a relationship but doesn't. Before you enter the mall you are all happy and jolly like nothing is wrong then BAM! the second you step foot in the mall there is the sadness that comes with not having someone who really cares about you. its hard to not feel guilty either. Some of us have the privaledge of being in a relationship with the most amazing God ever and we fail to see how fulfilling that is. we want an erathly being to make us feel special and loved. why can't we just be happy with getting that from God? i wonder about this a lot especially yesterday. My family and i went to see I Am Legend (horrible movie btw) and i was suffocating under all the lovyness of couples. i don't know what it is about holidays, especially christmas, that makes you want to be close with someone. well that is my venting session, not my complainging session. If some of you think its complainging then fine but hey i need to take this out on something and my blog was the closest thing at hand. anyways hope whoever is reading this has a merry christmas and a happy new year

A used tie..

So today was my last day of rges for 2007!!!!! so excited!!!!! We had a test in chemistry which i didn't know about but i think i did ok. Thankfully literature didn't have any suprises. So my friend got me a christmas gift and it was pretty awesome. There were cookies, an amazing blue necklace.. and a tie that she wore for prom and didn't like so she gave it to me!! lol there are like white things on it and a pin so i don't think she has washed it or used it since may.. lol ew. so my daddy picked me up and we ran errands. He went and got something for my mom and i bought the rest of Carly's christmas gift. Man she is going to love it!!!!!!!!!! then we came home and ate and that is my summarization of my day.

1 more day!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAHHH so excited.. tomorrow is my last day of school till January 8th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man i so

need a break. Yesterday was my last spanish class for this semester and it was pretty

uneventful. My day though was pretty good because i finally figured out how to literally

crochet!!! so im trying to make a scarf but it keeps spazzing so ive had to redo it like 4 times.

Hopefully i will get it done cause i need a scarf. So i haven't really elaborated on Christmas which

is sad because its one of my favorite holidays. So normally we go to my aunt's on christmas eve

because they have this big open house with lots of football, food, and desserts. Well this year

they aren't doing it.. sniff.. so we are going to my grandma's. Im hoping it will be fun because Eve

at my aunt's was awesome!!! Then christmas day we are being bums cause my dad is working

then we are going to my great aunt and uncle's house for something. My dad is meeting us there

after work so im pretty excited about that. So normally this would make me sad but this is the

first year that i will have gone out and bought my family presents!!! I got my brother this air

soft pistol, my mom this cd of the band that she loved when she was younger, and my dad this

cd of a band that he really likes. So i hope everyone enjoys their gifts. So now im bored and i

have nothing more to write about so im going to go. feliz navidad!!!!

Merry Christmas

So yesterday, which was sunday, my family and i went to church as usual. Todd's service was really good and it was cool because we all got to watch Rachel and Evie sing in the choir. Todd's message was on the wise men and some other stuff (don't exactly remember cause there weren't any main points it was just about em). I think it was how the wise men risked everything to be able to see Jesus. Then we went to the highschool service and that was really good too. It was how we need to become salt. wasn't quite sure why salt.. but it was really sad because that was the last service for Jordan. He and his family are moving to Oregan because hes going to finish school i think. Can't believe how much im going to miss him. He is prolly one of the best speakers i have ever heard. So that was the sad part of my day. some happy moments were giving carly her gift even though she already had it.. sorta.. and it was really cool because she had gotten me something. It was a mini demon hunter poster and a notebook for us to write in. so it was pretty amazing. so its 8 days to christmas!!! im so excited!!! this is like the first year that i will have like gone out and bought my family gifts, though i still need to buy my brothers. So i need to go get ready to go shopping to adios and have a feliz navidad!!!!

So yesterday but family was throwing a party

and rachel was spending the night. When she

got here we just hung out in my room and

pretty much did that all yesterday and

today. We got to talk about stuff,draw,

play with doggys, and just hang out.

She was crocheting this hand warmer

thing and showed me how to make

something after doing the first

strand. Then we ate taquitos

and cheesecake. We went back

upstairs and started drawing

random stuff because we were

bored. While we were doing all

this fun stuff we were listening

to Gretchen and Flatfoot 56 who

are amazing!!!!!!!!!! then we watched

evan almighty till 12 and started getting

ready for bed. she slept on my bean bag

and said it was really comfortable. Then

this morning we just watched tv, ate

chocolate chip pancakes, and hung

out my room again with doggys.

Then we went for a walk around

the street and it was really really

cold. Then we hung out some

more till buddy came and picked

her up. great weekend.. lol thanks

rach for coming over!!!! hope you had fun

Marshmallows and Mafia

so yesterday was a pretty awesome day. School was actually really amazing and i loved it! In our labs for chemistry we had to make crystal structures using marshmallows and toothpicks. Well my side of the table(which was Danni, Vanessa, Caleb, and I) ate like 3/4 of a bag. We then tried to make our structures but landed up running out of mallows because there was one bag per table. So we had to keep making the structures. Then we started throwing the mallows at people and Caleb and I made a voodoo doll but had to destroy it cause we needed the mallows. SO that was my hightlight of chemistry. We were hyper like the whole day though haha. Then literature was boring and we had a quotes test. stupid quotes test those things are so hard. i hope i did ok. Then i went to math and had to sit there forever because my teacher was writing out problems for my final. Then we left with their doggy because we are watching him for 2 weeks because my teacher and her family are going to Arizona. Then we ate KFC and my dad took my to my fuel group's christmas party. It was pretty awesome, Matt let me sit on his Ducati (a gorgeous black motrocyle) and it was amazing!!! He had started it and everything!!!!! So he took pics and im hoping to get them soon so i can put them on this blog. Then everyone ate and messed with Matt's ipod and laughed at him because he had like Beyonce and a bunch of other random people. He is a DJ so i guess its ok. so then we did our white elephant and it was alot of fun. I landed up with Josh's gift.. again. It was a little cirlce thing ornament made out of broken guitar strings, a case of Jones Root Beer, and one of his pictures. At the end Matt and i traded my jones for his cookies. It was pretty fun. I love our group. Then we played Mafia and i was a bounty hunter and barbarian murdered twice. It was quite fun. then we all went home and i was sad. But it was a total blast!!!! thanks Matt for opening up your house! just remember to lock your doors at night. You never know who might try to steal yuor bike, tv, ipod, and computer.

Do Do Do Do

So yesterday started out really wonderful. I got in a fight with one of my friends but i had been asking for it for like a month or longer. So i was not very happy when my parents and i went

shopping. Who knew that driving and shopping would make me happier. We went by Bibles Plus because i had a 30 dollar gift card and i needed to buy some christmas presents. Well i found 1

and a half. The thing that was really cool though was their music selection!!!! It was huge!!!!!!!!! and they carried everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean they had metal bands that i had never heard of

and for a better price than Chronicles. Then i went to look at their posters and guess what! They had Demon Hunter, Haste the Day, Emery, Underoath, The Almost, As I Lay Dying, and a

bunch of other amazing posters which i didn't even know existed! So i bought a demon hunter one and i can't wait to put it on my wall. Then my parents took me to McD's because i had to get

something to eat before school. Honestly i never knew how much salt they put on their burgers. the burger was good but really salty so it wasn't as good as it could have been. So then we went

and headed to grace and had to wait in the car for like 15 minutes. Then i joined my amazing friends and had a pretty darn good day. Its pretty cool how God made a day that started out

horrible turn into one of the best i have had in a long time. hes amazing

Really Intense Extra Terrestrial Gladiators with their really intense extra terrestrial chariot

or commonly known as Predators and their sickly amazing spaceship. My brother and i just

finished watchin Alien vs. Predator. That is pretty much my favorite movie EVER! so if none of

you know what that is its like a sequal based of the movies Alien and Predator. I highly

recommend this for anyone who loves gory movies with intense action and a hot guy lol. So the

main plot of this film is that the predators hunt the aliens which are in this pyramid in

antarctica. SO every hundred years the predators come back to earth to kill/fight the aliens. its

a pretty insane movie and its amazing!!!!!!!!!!!! so yea its awesome but there are a few spoiler

warnings.. one is the language.. two is the violence .. and three.. well there isn't really one.

anyway i enjoyed this movie and this is pretty much a review.. wow im a critic

Maybe i don't completely stink..

at writing stuff. I asked 2 of my friends what they thought of this and now i want to see if you guys will post any opinions. I want feedback so if you love me say something!!!!


please come down
act like you really love me
im wearing the most beautiful gown
please come down i wore it just for you

tell me how beautiful i look
that you never want to let me go
tell me that you will stop
i don't want to be another Jane Doe

i don't want another bruise
i don't want another lie
i know that i will surely lose
if i try to put up a fight

every promise is broken
all trust is destroyed
every time i look you in the eye
i brace myself for another lie

...another bruise
...another broken promise
finally its time for you to choose
be careful for you may lose

Sad..

how come the people that you care most about and want to get to know better seem to not return that feeling?

Angle Tree

Ok so today was second saturday. The church was delivering the gifts from the angel tree and

each family took a box filled with food and a gift to a family. So my family was the last to leave

and 2 other families went with us. So went to walmart because the church ran out of food and

bought good yummy stuff and a gift card for the family. Then we went to eat at Ihop and it was

amazing!!! So after eating we drove to the house but the directions didn't give a specific adress.

So we called the number on the directions and found out that the family that we were delivering

for ahd moved. So we got the new directions and went to the new house. Thankfully it was right

but the family wasn't there. The mom was really sick so some relatives had taken the kids to a

grandma's house and the mom's sister or something was at the house. So we left everything

there and we talked and prayed with the aunt. It was amazing im so glad that i went!!!! It feels

so good knowing that you helped a family.

Second Degree Burn

So i haven't gotten on this in a while because my brother got us grounded from the computer. So im going to attempt to write something interesting even though i don't really remember anything that happened this week. So prepare yourselves for you may die of boredom.

This week.. ooh my mommy had a birthday!! it was cool we bought her candy then took her

out to eat at Olive Garden. It was pretty darn good. Then on wednesday carly came over

because i was going to the church early and since i love her, i invited her to come too. Plus she

needed a ride so it worked out pretty well. Then on thursday i had rges. Normally chemistry is

like my favorite class and always makes me happy but that day was not the usual. I think i

failed a quiz but i got back a grade on a quiz from last week and i got a 100!!! i didn't even

study!!!! So that was my highlight in chemistry. Literature was next and normally it was

my worst class. We had a quiz and i really think i aced it!!!! that would be amazing cause im

doing really bad in that class. Then my teacher told us all what we could do for extra credit. We

can either finish Dante's Inferno (which is amazing), read anything from Shakespeare that we

have no read in rges, or read some other stuff which i didn't really care about. So im really

excited cause Shakespeare is like my favorite author who is dead. So that made me happy. then

last night my mommy was making roast beef sandwhiches. My brother went to put bread on

the top rack of the oven and burned his hand on the metal wires at the top of the oven. We were

freaking out cause we didn't know how bad it was but found out it was a second degree. SO he

had his hand in cold water all night and now i don't even think he knows about it. now

im tired and i don't know what else to write! so there is my summary of my week. Hope some of

you are still alive cause ill be sad if i killed you all with my boredom.. sniff

Christmas decorations

ok so today i thought would be any normal sunday. I was planning on just going to church then coming home and being bored. Well Carly and her family were putting up decorations and she invited me over to help. Thankfully my parents said yes. So Jesse was coming over too so we all rode in Mrs. Barnes car. She took us to Dions and it was pretty darn good. Then we went to carly's and started putting up decorations while listening to music that didn't involve christmas cause she and jesse hate it. They are weird children. So we hung out and put up santas and snowmen then went to home depot to buy more lights because mr. and mrs. think they didn't have enough already. so then they didn't have the right lights and we walked to walmart. It was fun we looked at these amazing ornaments that were hardcore. So we finished there and then we all went to coldstone. So me, carly, and jesse talked and it was really awesome. THat kid is pretty cool even though he has his jerk moments. Then we went back to carly's and just huing out and talked more. it was pretty fun. thanks carly it was amazing!!! cept i think you 2 should like keep away from garland..