i love how whenever someone not so wonderful happens to me that my parents find out about, they always put the blame on it. i can't control what people do or how they treat me, so stop asking me what i did to allow this to happen, or what i didn't do. after 16 years of this, regardless of how hard i try, i can't make people like me or accept me. even if you don't, i will still do my best to treat you better. i may not always succeed but i don't want to make someone feel the way ive felt over all this time. im doing my best to let people know how much i care. i wish they would stop asking me what i did to piss someone off, why people don't want to hang out with me, or if im making an effort to be friends. for anyone who thinks that i don't try hard enough, i do try. im not a people person but if i care, i will work my butt off to show it.