So i haven't posted in forever.. one because this has been blocked from the world and i haven't had time to write and two because ive been grounded. interesting story really. lets just say it involves myspace, a picture, and lying. didn't have a happy ending. but it taught me a lesson. so while i was grounded i got some interesting things started. for about a month now i haven't been going to any highschool services and have been sitting alone for the main service. its not like i was mad at anyone i just wanted to be alone and to be honest i loved being by myself. no distractions and i was actually comfortable with no one around me. so i think i might continue doing that. then i was sick for about a week and missed school. the next week i went back and got news that i had a science fair that saturday.. two days from that day of class. talk about freaking out. so all day friday my mom and i were rushing around trying to finish my science project and THANKFULLY we got it done. science fair was pretty boring though and wasn't worth all the work i put into it. then a week goes by and its valentines week!!! i didn't have one so i was kinda sad then decided to ask my friend elizabeth and she said yes!!! so on wednesday i went and bought her this chocolate rose. then on thursday for school i gave her the rose and she gave me one too!!! it was a pretty amazing day. school went well other than me being dead tired. Then for small group my friend that i haven't seen since september came!!! man that was awesome. missed him so much!!! so yea he was at group and we just partied cause it was valentines. even though he had to leave early and we didn't get to say goodbye that made that the best valentines ever. and for anyone who ever reads this no i don't like him like that. the kid just ahs a special place in my heart. so now its saturday and im nervous cause im going to my old church to hang out with my friend who came to group. so im like nervous.. but i think it will go well.