ha i fail

i never write in this thing. like ever. maybe its cause i forget.... or because im just too lazy :p. so for the past 3 months (i think) 5 of my friends and i have been planning for our graduation. there were good times and bad but today we got to see the results of all our hard work. last night we had to start setting up for the ceremony and did a lil run through of the ceremony. then we pretty much just hung out till it was time to leave. after we finished with everything, my brothr and i went to one of my best friend's birthday parties. it was actually kinda fun. i felt bad though cause everyone there was just hanging out with other people and being lame. i know how it was when you have all your friends to celebrate a birthday with you and it ends up being not so fun. so im going to try to take her out this week to give her something amazing. so that was yesterday. today was doomsday. woke up with cramps and had to be at the church at 11. not so fun, but thankfully my pain didn't start kicking in til after the ceremony. it was awesome. we got to hang out, be retards, and enjoy our last moments as high schoolers.the ceremony went well with pretty much nothing weird.... cept for someone's saying he shouldn't have to pay for his sex. :D (not what it sounds like) it was really really nice though. i for one am glad to be done though. i had some good years but it was time to move one. im really glad i got to do it with these people though. robert is one of my closest friends and hilarious. i was really happy that he was graduating early. evie just lights up everything and pretty sure i wouldn't enjoy her screams if she hadn't graduated on time. lizzie is plain adorable and i loved being able to spend this with her, especially since ive known her for years. manda panda... to put it mildly.... IS FREAKING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! that woman brings so much joy to me is insane. this graduation wouldn't have been the same without her. last.... haha was jared. gah that kid makes me laugh. i was a little freaked when i found out i wasn't the only one graduating early but it was really really cool to be up there with him. hes an amazing guy and being around him is always a party. all in all these guys were amazing. my graduation would have sucked without them. so to my class of 2009..... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry

i did not mean for it to turn out this way. i wanted to be honest with him because i was not up to dealing with this every week. i did not mean for you to get dragged into this. i did not want this to change things between you two. im so so so so sorry. im pretty sure that nothing i do is going to fix how this turned out but i want you to know that i really am sorry.

I caved

Happy New Years!

happy, robert? :)

So Epic

So shelby, jeremy, my brother, and i were driving home from luke's house last night. we were about 50 ft from the light at paseo and golf course when we saw a ton of police flashy lights and saw that they had a line of cones between each lane. so automatically we start thinking there was some major accident or something. so we keep driving and i start counting police cars. pretty much a total of like 12 in a 20 feet area. so we were stopped by a cop right before the light and he asks Shelby if shes been drinking, taking any narctocis, or on any presciption meds. course she said no then he looked in the back were the boys were to make sure there wasn't any crack. then they let us through. it was intense. we were like pretty much thanking God like crazy that Tyler or Ryan wasn't in the car cause they had been going on all night about how Shelby was high. im pretty sure if they were with us they would have opened their big mouths. so yea thank you, Jesus. anyways thats it. hope everyone had a great thanksgiving!!!!

>CG

bout time

so seeing how i haven't really written anything in forever, ive decided to try to squeeze in as much as possible till Robert gets out of class. so last friday i got my learners permit. happy to say i did really well on the test. only one wrong. but my driving since hasn't been quite as good. you never realize how hard it is to drive till you get behind the wheel. ive almost gotten in an accidnt like 3 times (my mom pretty much hates driving with me now) so im trying my best to remember everything from the drivers ed book and what my parents have taught me over the years. so yea its interesting. lets see how i turn out. so other than that this next week is going to be pretty boring. i go on wednesday to take my PSAT at prep so im kinda nervous about that cause if i don't do well i don't have a good chance of getting a scholarship. then that friday my family and i are going down to Cruces to take a sorta tour of State cause i really really really want to go to school there. so saturday is going to be my day as an Aggie. im pretty excited and nervous because if i don't like it there, im going to tech and i really don't want to go there. so me praying i like it and that its where God wants me. so busy busy these next 2 weeks. but i like not being bored so its all good. so now i have to go cause Robert is here. adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sooooo

yesterday was pretty much the best day of my life, the best birthday ever, and the most crazy time i think all of us have had at my house. love you guys and thanks for making this birthday the greatest!!!!

<3

musica!!

ok so saturday my parents were out garage saleing (sp?) trying to find a dresser for my brother. so they got home and were all like "we found a drum set but your brother changed his mind about playing drums." so i told them that i had been wanting to learn. so they were like "ok i guess we can go back." so we left, picked up jared w (cause he knows stuff about drums) and went to go look at the set. apparently it was nice cause we bought it. so now i just need to find someone to teach me. then my dad and i had taken my guitar to get it fixed cause the piece that holds the strings at the bottom was coming off. it was going to cost 80$ to fix so my dad just said that we were going to buy me a new guitar instead. so i got a fender. its sweet. sounds like honey. then my dad tried tinkering with my old guitar and got it fixed!!! so currently we have 2 pianos, one drum set, and 3 guitars in our house. crazy madness. anyways im done. adios

dumb pieces of technology

haha i totally can't spell that. oh well at least Jared doesn't have to read this and make fun of me because of it. anyways the reason for my title is because technology is stupid!!! my family and i were in santa fe this weekend and before we left my mom had unplugged our computer. then we got back and i plugged everything in and the computer wouldn't turn on!!!! so my mom and i spend about an hour unplugging everything and plugging it back in. we finally just gave up and called mr. williams cause hes like THE MAN with computers. so he came over last night to fix it. we were all watching so if it happened again we could fix it. well apparently he unplugged the main, the plugged it in again and VOILA!!!! the computer turned on!!!!!!! we sat there laughing because my mom and i had done the same thing for an hour!!! it was awesome. so yea mr. williams is like the computer magician or something. so yea that was the computer problems. then i had gone to the zoo on thursday and was trying to take some pics. my dumb camera power button was jammed though so i couldn't turn it on!!! so i got home and tried taking the screws out to take the casing off to pop it back out. couldn't get the casing off and i landed up losing one of the screws. so happy. so i just decided to buy a new camera. should be here by monday at the latest. so excited! its going to be so pretty. anyways adios ya'll!

after 4 years, 1 month, and 20 days....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i got my braces off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss them now though.

ooooh

So as of right now, my life is pretty much amazing except for one minor issue. pray i can make the right decision!!! so we had a meeting at church this afternoon for all the crave leaders and for the core. we pretty much just talked about the ministry's vision, what we would like to see changed, and stuff like that. then we got this huge, amazing, astounding, incredible anouncement!!! so everyone will have to go to service next weekend to hear what us special people know!!!! woot

Bertha and Marvard


p.s.
also, i created a blog for the pictures ive taken over my lifetime. the link is jaquelynphotography.blogspot.com! people should go see it and let me know if i have any talent whatsoever!