i hate it when the decisions ive made in the past come back to bite me in the booty. why cant it just be forgotten and over with?
... grrr
Monday, September 06, 2010
think before you act
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
you know you're pathetic when you get more joy out of other people's relationships than your own. you know your pathetic when it makes you happier to see other people in relationships than to see yourself in one. you also know your pathetic when you try to find something even close to that in all the places you know you won't get it.
hooray for relationships
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Friday, May 14, 2010
overwhelming
It seems that even with school over, my life just keeps getting more and more overwhelming. i hate saying it but i kinda miss school. at least i could get my mind off things since work hasn't been doing that lately. oh well i have Jesus, my music, and my friends.
Im ready for tomorrow. i miss work. i don't like having only 2 days a week that i work. im hoping the summer will bring more business so i can be there more and see all the amazing people i love. i get to finish looking for grad gifts tomorrow too. i need to go see if i can find something for carly, and see if i can find something else for nikki. thank goodness elliott's is done or my head would prolly explode.
i wish i had more to write. i need a more exciting life. hmmm i need to find me some matches, a tazer, and more chalk.
bye bye world
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Friday, April 23, 2010
i realized that it pretty much pointless that i have a blog. i don't ever post anything, so i pretty much just read what my friends write. thats kinda sad. actually its kinda normal since i don't ever do anything exciting, and if i do there isn't enough for me to blog about.
i need a life
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Friday, March 26, 2010
ah the memories
we put my dog down today. i cried. actually more like bawled. we knew we were going to have to do it sooner or later but us doing it this week was a huge surprise. he had a seizure tuesday night and my parents decided that we needed to do it now instead of wait cause we didn't want him to get worse. we were supposed to take him wednesday but we did it today. that was nice cause we got some more time with him but i still wish we could have waited :(
oh well at least he knew he was loved. i miss my doggy :(
on a happier note, this weekend is Dnow!!! im excited :))) i get to spend the whole weekend with Nikki, Sarah, and some of those amazing junior girls. its going to be sick. im just sad that i have to miss the actual worship time tomorrow. stupid honor society.
anyways i hope you all enjoy your weekend
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Thursday, March 04, 2010
how wrong was i
last night was an eye opener for me. Matt's message was about friendship, how it should be a give and take relationship. I remember Amanda saying that its important to have an equal amount of giving and an equal amount of taking. I always thought i was one of those people who gives everything and gets nothing in return. After last night i realize im not. i give a little but expect a ton in return. I expect people to go out of their way to include me, make me feel comfortable, and want to hang out yet im not willing to go out of my way to be myself, get to know people more, or make plans to hang out with them. I am now officially a taker. Its going to take everything to get out of that, but i want to be able to have close friendships and know that im doing everything i can. i love every single one of the people in my life and i want them to know that.
<3
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
are you kidding me, God?
mmm i love making people laugh. i can't describe the joy that fills my heart when that happens, even when people laugh at me. (if its in a good way not in a mean way :p) i love making people at work laugh. it makes me feel like im not just the weird one, but that i can sorta get along with people. i love my job. i love the God who gave me this job :D
so tomorrow is valentines. normall i don't care about valentines cause ive never really had a guy, it was just a day where i could hang out with all my friends and look cute :). this year i decided i didn't like it. some of you reading this know why, and others don't so don't ask me :). these past couple of days have been interesting though. ive been telling God that i can't handle whats been going on, that i didn't want to deal with it or any other situation like it. haha God doesn't listen :p. when you think life can't get more confusing He decides to throw something else into your life to see what is going to happen. i just hope i can make the decisions that are going to be what He wants, but also that arent going to hurt someone that i care about.
oh well life is interesting.
:D bon voyage all you sweethearts
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Saturday, January 23, 2010
Juan and Pierre
Sometimes i wonder how in the world i would survive without my friends. they help me when almost no one else can, they stand by me, they open up to me, and they remind me about His love and purpose. Especially those 2. He constantly keeps me on my toes, and cares when i need it the most. I didn't know i could trust another guy again, but He proved me wrong. She always puts a smile on my face even when im down. She loves, strengthens, cares, and perseveres (sp?) and to this day she is one of the biggest influences in my life. I love all my friends, but those are the 2 that impact me the most. I have no idea where i would be without them. Thanks, Jesus.
:D
oooooh yea.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAE!!!!!! :p
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Wednesday, January 06, 2010
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